Alright, so, me. Married. Been crushing on this guy for, what, a year and a half? And it felt like for a solid year, we both just knew it was there, you know? Like, this unspoken thing. He got moved to another office, but still came to see me. I finally, *finally* got the nerve to ask him out. But then, right at the last second, he backed out. So, yeah, the whole affair? Totally aborted. Didn't even happen. And honestly, there's zero relief that it stopped short. None. I'm just... heartbroken. Like, real heartbroken. Has it been 20 years since I felt this? Maybe more. Haven't had my heart stomped on like this in ages. And yeah, I know I'm completely selfish for feeling this way. I get it.

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